Hello to anyone who decides to visit my page.

If you didn't notice, I'm a photographer, but not the average DA - I'm actually a photojournalist and reporter in real life (well student but it still damn counts!). There's a huge difference in what I and my good friend (eyenoticed) do in photography. We record events and games and scenes while many others set up their scene and are able to work with their subjects. Don't get me wrong, their work is so good it makes me feel like a bad artist.

Well, I hope I don't seem too stiff here on DA since I'm quite rebellious and curious and funny in real life, I just like to deal with my photography bussiness-like.

I live in fucking North Dakota (did I mention is literally 1 degree outside right now?) so my resources are VERY limited. But I bravely (and though it was practically taboo) lived in Japan for 7 weeks this summer which is where ALOT of my best photos come from.

[WESTFARGOPACKER.com] THE PACKER. our paper, tied for best in the state. My heart and soul goes into what I do at school, and gladly not my GPA. I might sound geeky, which I don't like I am much, but I'm more determained and inspired, to change the world. Unfortunatly, I'm a pretty face with hips, big boobs and a pretty face that's only 5'1" and 18 years old. Okay.. 17 but my birthday is March 17, St. Patricks Day. Basically, I can't change the world yet, but I'm building my way up, much like I did after a (very) rough childhood/preteen life.

God, why is it that I have no problem rambling on about myself? It makes me feel selfish and self-absorbed which I loath since my views in life... well they could be most related to Budddism.

Anyways, I'm different where I come from b.c. frankly... I HAVE DREAMS! haha spooky huh? Well I guess only if you're from a simple-minded 600,000 populated state like I am. You wanna know the simple truth? I only know one other person who wants to leave the midwest for COLLEGE? WTF?

p.s. My dream college is THE UNIVERSITY OF GEORGIA where I'm going to major in journlism and photography, minor in japanese, russian, religion, and philosphy. (Told you I was a big dreamer).

Well the truth is, when my family problems (that's a WHOLE other topic) hadn't been dealt with yet and I was on the verge of.. you know.. dying... I thought only one thing: If I was gonna give up on life, then I might as well give a hard swing to do what ever I want to do. If it doesn't work, then... you know.. kill myself... BUT until I tried, I'd be a coward. And now, years later, I'm stronger, smarter, and have more courage then ever.

So you just learned alot about me, alot you probally didn't want to know, but hey, I figure "what the hell". Oh I didn't mention but I have a horrible sailor's mouth. NOooo I'm not a slut, I swear like fuck. Make sense?

It's actually 3am right now and I have a doctor's appointment tommorow morning, not to mention school.. so I'll continue another time for, you know, anyone who actually takes the time to read this. (very low number).

well... night then? =]

random: I am always torn between two elements fire and water. I love water in everyway, it's the truest beauty in the world and I am as loving and compassionate like water. Lazy yet always giving, healing and nurturing. I'm cool and hate destruction and being too hot. I am very understanding and fickle only when it comes to understand a person.
Yet, I have a fire in me that burns (well duh fire burns right?). I'm witty, clever, intellgiant and ready for a fight if it means I'm protecting or helping someone. I rarely listen to orders with a blank mind- I have to think of their intentions and my morals and blah blah. Basically, I'm anti-authority. I challenge someone who is doing wrong, no matter their stature.
And then... the battle goes on. So how do you determain which one you are? As crazy as this sounds, I honestly think about this all the time.

your's truest, Molly English